Ew, emo-self-hating-rant. please go about your day, kiddos.

- Going to bed at 9:00 in the morning.
+ Waking up at 11:00
- Repeating this process but waking up earlier for the past 2 weeks.
+ Everything bagel and coffee
- Waking up in very bad mood. With a very big headache.
- Seagull with broken wing trying to fly away in the center of the big intersection.
- Mother holding me back from getting of the car to get it.
- Some bastard running it over.
- Me yelling out the window at him and getting really upset.
- Flipping out at him in the Sobey’s parking lot. I don’t think I’ve ever said “fuck” so many times in my life.
- Needlessly exploding and getting really pissed off.
- Directing this anger at my mom. For no reason.
- Making my mom cry.
- Properly deserved huge guilt trip.
- Making a scene in Sobey’s.
- Horrible mood.
- Not saying proper goodbye to Liz.
+ Seeing Jenn again
+ Free pizza.
- Not having enough guts to call my mom up and apologize.
+ Dan showing up. On time.
- Jeff quit.
+ Awesome customers.
+ Danellia showing up an hour early so I got to leave.
- Not seeing Cathy as promised.
- Having to walk home for an hour in the rain.
+ Having house all to myself.
- Still large guilt trip.
+ Taison’s back.
- Knowing I should bike down to my Nana’s and go to the family dinner I skipped out on because it would make my mom happy because this means a lot to her. And I can mock my cousin, but also knowing I don’t have the guts too because I suck. Reallyreallyreallybadly.
+ Having 40 minute long shower with the radio blasting singing along.
- Losing bathrobe.
- Losing white bra.
-Losing my Charles Bukowski book.
+ Finding $5.
+ E-mail from Tram.
- Not having enough money to take my mom out to Demetres like I promised her before she leaves.
+ Not working again ‘till the 23rd.
- Parents really good friend dying of cancer.
- Afraid brother’s girlfriend is pregnant.
- Doctor’s appointment tomorrow.
+ Tomato soup
-Wife kicked husband out of their house down the street last week. He always comes back. Fighting-and-throwing-stuff ensues. Very loudly.
-Neighbors have new baby. Very loud crying new baby.
- Wet dog.
- No more Dr. Pepper.

And it’s only 5:30 >_>